Thursday, 22 March 2012
When I first started Blogging! I was not sure of what to expect?
As I grow older? I am having problems laying some of my memories to rest, Advice I received, was to write it Down! and they would go away.
I felt blogging would be the ideal type of therapy and might release me from some of my nightmares.
But the opposite is true and! and I feel trapped, instead of laying my memories to rest? It seems to be wakening them up! Memories that I had buried in time and forgotten, are back? Trolling through my mind, awakening old emotions! which I no longer want or need.
By the time I post one memory, another one visits me? I'm not sure of what to do or where to go now.
It seems I'm on a never ending train.
Maybe time cures all things and I'll just have to wait